Employment update

It is now the end of my 4th night back to work. Still sucks that I get home at almost midnight. When I first accepted the fact that I had to work this, I jokingly said that I would be living like a bachelor thru the week. This morning as I was helping get my daughter ready for daycare and helping my wife get her stuff ready for work, I realized how true the Bachelor statement was.
I get to see my family for about 30 minutes in the morning and not again until the next morning. When i come home at night, I go to kiss my wife but she is merely a shadow in the bed. I can't wake her and talk to her or spend time with her because she is sleeping for work the next day.
Can't go in my daughters room as I am afraid of waking her and not wanting to go back to bed. This really does SUCK!!! I miss my family but not a fucking thing I can do about it right now. Depressing!!!

Later and happy surfing.............

Home

OK........in my post last night, or early this morning I should say, I mentioned about my house situation. In a couple of posts back, I mentioned that my mortgage company was in the process of HELPING me get out of this jam because of my unemployment.
We sent them all of the necessary financial information so they could HELP us. Yes, I am puposely making the word HELP in all caps to get something across. When you ask for HELP, it merely means just that, HELP. So after sending in all of the info, as almost expected, DENIED!!!!
Our mortgage company requires a $150 per month reserve. So for the rest of us to understand that as I had to ask myself, this means that after all of your monthly bills are paid, including the mortgage payment, you need to have $150 left over. Now, being a simple man with simple logic.....WHAT THE FUCK!!!!!!
So if I am paying all of my bills with money left over, they will help me. Because my expenses out-weigh my income by way more than $150, they can't help me. WTF!!! Why in gods name would I even think to ask for help if I am able to pay my bills every month with money left over? Does this make any fucking sense to anyone else? Seriuosly. My brain went into complete shock when they told me this. I couldn't speak for a minute as I was trying to process this information and trying to logically understand the reasoning for it.
So for anyone else in the same situation, hope your mortgage company has a better "help" policy than mine. BASTARDS!!!

Sleep well and happy surfing.......................

Employment

Well, as fate would have it, my previous employer called me back to work. I say it this way because I have been looking for workk for almost 7 months now and NOTHING!!! Most would and do say " at least you are back to work now". This is a true statement. BUT..........the unfortunate part is, they called me back on SECOND FUCKING SHIFT!!!!!!!! Seriously. What married man with a loving wife and a 2 year old, would honestly WANT to work that bullshit shift. I will not see them until the weekend.
Of course I can't tell them "NO" because then I lose unemployment. So now I am being forced to work this bullshit and miss my family. Not only that; we only have one vehicle. So now I am borrowing a car from my Dad for now so I can get to work. This normally would not be an issue but, my wife and I work at the same company but now on different shifts.
This is costing me more money because now I have to pay insurance on another vehicle and spend twice as much in gas because of the different shifts. I have to request first shift so when an opening becomes available, I will have a chance to get moved. BULLSHIT.

I have an update on my house situation and boy is it a freaking doozy. Post on that one next. Probably be tomorrow.

Tonight was my first night back to work and it seemed unreal that I was just getting home right around Midnight. This really blows and I hope it does not last a long time.

More later................happy surfing..................c-ya